allykittleMay 22, 202013 min readMay 22, 2012. I’ve tried to write this “story” more times that I’d like to admit over the last eight years. Each time I’d sit down to put pen to paper—...
allykittleSep 8, 20191 min readWhat a waste of breathI don’t want to die. the after unknown scares me beyond comprehension. I don’t want to feel the pain that accompanies death; in whatever...
allykittleAug 20, 20191 min readI’m not special.somewhere along my turn from youth to present day; may it be caused by the fairytales I grew up believing in, the smoke my loved ones...
allykittleAug 18, 20191 min reada damaged burdenat the time he said over and over again that I wasn't a burden. he said I could come to him, even asked that I did before resorting to...
allykittleAug 18, 20193 min readred flannelthere's a large part of me that wishes we'd never met; wishes I'd never walked up those stairs and shook your damp hand. you towered over...
allykittleAug 18, 20191 min readmy memories of himI swear I'm over him, because he wasn't ever mine. there's no reasoning for why I'm left lingering on him. yet here I am again, craving...
allykittleAug 17, 20191 min readcan't keep up with myself. the highs and lows are exhausting. I feel so fabulous one day, then even within the next moment, I feel as if I'm insufficient for the...
allykittleAug 17, 20191 min readalone with losseverybody experiences loss. it's one of the heartbreaking realities that defines life. it just so happens that every single loss I've...
allykittleAug 16, 20191 min readcycle of myself the day creeps along and I can feel the pain coursing through my veins in a silencing manner. the pain slowly shutting down every last...
allykittleAug 16, 20191 min readwaves of lifewaves strike me throughout the day and night but not the beautiful waves one would be met with along the shore of salt water ocean. but...
allykittleAug 16, 20191 min readdarkness. it took time, what felt like a lifetime.. but after time; I felt the darkness turn to light. it came at the worst times, and only in...
allykittleAug 16, 20191 min readpill i swallow. sleep doesn't come easily. with each breath I take, I question my purpose and my reason for existing. if I'm questioning my own self, how...
allykittleAug 16, 20191 min readI don't know what I'm doing. Hi. My best friend told me to start a blog, so here I am on a Friday night; trapped alone with just my thoughts. Next thing I knew I had...