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May 22, 2012.

I’ve tried to write this “story” more times that I’d like to admit over the last eight years. Each time I’d sit down to put pen to paper—...

What a waste of breath

I don’t want to die. the after unknown scares me beyond comprehension. I don’t want to feel the pain that accompanies death; in whatever...

I’m not special.

somewhere along my turn from youth to present day; may it be caused by the fairytales I grew up believing in, the smoke my loved ones...

a damaged burden

at the time he said over and over again that I wasn't a burden. he said I could come to him, even asked that I did before resorting to...

red flannel

there's a large part of me that wishes we'd never met; wishes I'd never walked up those stairs and shook your damp hand. you towered over...

my memories of him

I swear I'm over him, because he wasn't ever mine. there's no reasoning for why I'm left lingering on him. yet here I am again, craving...

can't keep up with myself.

the highs and lows are exhausting. I feel so fabulous one day, then even within the next moment, I feel as if I'm insufficient for the...

alone with loss

everybody experiences loss. it's one of the heartbreaking realities that defines life. it just so happens that every single loss I've...

cycle of myself

the day creeps along and I can feel the pain coursing through my veins in a silencing manner. the pain slowly shutting down every last...

waves of life

waves strike me throughout the day and night but not the beautiful waves one would be met with along the shore of salt water ocean. but...

darkness.

it took time, what felt like a lifetime.. but after time; I felt the darkness turn to light. it came at the worst times, and only in...

pill i swallow.

sleep doesn't come easily. with each breath I take, I question my purpose and my reason for existing. if I'm questioning my own self, how...

I don't know what I'm doing.

Hi. My best friend told me to start a blog, so here I am on a Friday night; trapped alone with just my thoughts. Next thing I knew I had...

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